Thursday, October 14, 2010

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Shorty McShortyson

LOVE it.....today, at least!
I'm scared it'll never, ever look this sassy again once I wash and style it myself.
You'll know I failed at restyling when you see me sporting two short piggies or a bobby pin pushing my bangs back, like always. But I am willing to give this grown-up hair a go.
Yippeee!!!

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Stolen from a friend


My friend and college roomie, Erica Norton, is on the adventure of a lifetime--Traveling with her professor husband and two young children, they are leading a group of 25 college students from Concordia University to 10 countries in 4 months. In each country, they will be studying and experiencing the culture by immersing themselves in it, as well as taking part in many service projects. AND....they are doing it "backpack style" and staying on a budget of $27/day....Now, if THAT's not intriguing....

You can read all about their adventures here.

Below is a short article from the Concordia website. It is beautifully written by one of the students on the trip and well worth sharing. If anyone else besides me feels at times clutzy, awkward, ungraceful, unsure...this one is for you, too.

God’s Lead: A Devotional Perspective on Tango

http://atw.cui.edu/gods-lead-a-devotional-perspective-on-tango/
by Martha James, sophomore

He made eye contact with me. Startled at his advance toward me and the taking of my hand, I let myself be pulled to the center. Encircled around us, our friends and some strangers watched in anticipation. I was confused as to why he chose me. I had not learned the correct steps. Anxiety pulsed through me as he placed his hand on my waist and asked for my right to accompany his left. I wanted to warn the hollowed floors beneath our feet of the hurricane that would soon ensue.

I quietly reminded him that I did not know the steps. He looked at me with gentle calmness and replied, “Confidence, Martha.” After a brief moment of silence, interrupted by my deep breath, the music commenced. The tango tune coming from a small radio in the far corner prompted his first step. He led me forward, to the side, and then back, never losing focus. His eyes were locked on mine. In that moment, he guided me. There was no flaw in his movements. I felt secure.


Concordia students use blindfolds to practice tango steps.

God is asking for my hand every day. He desires to take me out of my comfortable state and solicits for my dependency. There is no hesitation in his strength as he holds me close. He knows every step perfectly and will not let me fall. I am graceful and elegant because of His determination to make me so.

He whispers confidence in my ears and my anxiety compares nothing to His peace. I am overwhelmed by His longing to dance with me. He chose me. Without His presence I stand still, motionless, without hope. The act of dancing by myself or to my own steps is futile. Looking into my soul, He reminds me of the trust that I am lacking and therefore need. Nothing wavers His steps.

I hear the beckoning of my love. He wants to lead me into a place of peace and rest with careful precision and with my faith solely in Him.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

The Girlfriend

September 8, 2010

Dear Ethan,

Today on the way home from Kindergarten, you casually informed me that you had a "girlfriend".

"You do?!" I said. "What's her name?"

You replied, "I don't remember, but it has a 'B' in it."

"Is she in your class?" ("Yes.")

"Do you sit by her at lunch?" ("I can't because we have to sit by the person we're in line with, and she's at the green table, not my table.")

"Do you hold her hand?" (laughing--"NO!")

"Who says she's your girlfriend?" ("I do.")

At this point, I nearly wanted to cry. I had a knot in my stomach and a load of bricks on my chest making it hard to breathe. I don't know why it was so hard for me to swallow this new information.

Was it because you are obviously too young to have a girlfriend? Was it because I felt like others were introducing you to new, mature concepts and I had no control over it? Was it because I could visually fast-forward ten years to the age Dad and I were when we met and started dating...and time seemed to be going all too fast for me to bear? Was it because I panicked about your purity and your heart?

I don't know. All I know is that I wanted to cry and I couldn't breathe.

About five minutes later, just before pulling into our driveway, I asked you, "What is a girlfriend?"
You said, "You know."
I said, "Well, you tell me. What is a girlfriend?"
"Mom," you said, "it's a friend who's a girl."

OH! Ah! "Oh, so like Ruth is your girlfriend because she's your friend and she's a girl."
"Yeah," you replied.
Whew. I breathed a sigh of relief and giggled as we unloaded out of the car.

I love you, Son. I'm so proud of you and I know you'll make wise choices. Don't grow up too fast, Little Bear!

love: Mommy


Dear Heavenly Father,

I bring my little boy before you and pray over his life as he grows and begins to come into a place where he desires love and companionship. Surround him with Godly influences. Give him your wisdom for the choices he will be faced with. Protect his purity and guard his heart until the one you have chosen to be his wife is ready. I pray for her, also, that she would walk in wisdom and purity, and that you would bring them together at just the right time. Bless their relationship and let it be pleasing to you. As Ethan matures, keep our lines of communication open and help us to be an appropriate model for him. Thank you that we can entrust our lives and our children's lives to you. Amen.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Saturday, August 28, 2010

25 Randoms

1. I'm 5'5"-ish and 110-ish lbs. I've never owned a scale and my weight doesn't fluctuate much.

2. The book I'm currently reading is "The Language of Love and Respect" by Dr. Eggerichs. It is a book about communicating with your spouse.

3. During my pregnancy with Ethan, I couldn't get enough Hershey's with Almonds. We bought them by the box at Costco and I stored them in the fridge. I probably ate 4 or 5 a day, yet still only gained 16 lbs.

4. I found my first gray hair a couple weeks ago. It seemed too significant to throw away, so I taped it to the bathroom mirror with a Super Man sticker.

5. I don't have the heart to kill a spider. I'd much rather let it live in our house to eat bugs or safely transport it outside with a cup and paper trap.

6. Before I go to bed, I have to do "All the Things": Double check the alarm, double check the bolt locks, close the laundry room door and the front bathroom door (Chris doesn't know, but I'm afraid snakes or alligators might come up through the drains and get my children as they sleep), check the kids (esp. for snakes and alligators) and pray over them, check the thermostat.

7. The funniest thing I found out about Chris recently is that he has "First Day of Work Underwear"...that's another post.

8. I pee when I watch "Blades of Glory" every.single.time. Seriously, don't make me watch it with you if I don't know you that well. Just the thought of this movie makes me bust out in spontaneous laughter.

9. When I crawl into bed, I have to make sure all the pillow case openings are turned toward the inside of the bed.

10. When I park, I try to find a spot at the at store front, not because it's less distance to walk, but because I need to look at the reflection of my car to help me get centered. Without a store front reflection, it often takes me two to four tries to get it right.

11. I prayed for twin girls since I was very young. At times I am indescribably overwhelmed that God would grant this desire of my heart. He is SO GOOD!!

12. I can't stand when people drive with their blinkers on.

13. Even though he's kind of a train wreck, my girlhood crush on George Michael is not tainted. I always imagined he would ride in on his motorcycle wearing a pair of jeans and a white hoodie sweatshirt and take me away from school for the day.

14. The feelings of joy and gratitude make me openly cry.

15. My favorite Girl Scout cookies are Thin Mints.

16. I won awards at the State Level for Story Telling in high school. I could rock "The Very Hungry Caterpillar" with puppets and props.

17. Even with 7 years of high school and college cheer leading under my belt, I couldn't learn a choreographed dance to save my life. I faked my way through and tried to be in the stunts as often as possible.

18. Speaking of cheer leading, I still like to put my uniforms on and practice some of those old cheers in the mirror. I just need a guy who's willing to stunt with me...that would totally make my day!

19. I wish I could find some friends who would be willing to have a Wedding Dinner with me. We would all wear our wedding dresses and our guys would come in tuxes. We'd eat wedding cake and drink champagne at our very fancy get-together.

20. My favorite instrument to listen to is acoustic guitar, but my favorite instrument to watch are the drums. I am AMAZED at the coordination of drummers and find them fascinating.

21. My biggest spiritual stronghold is FEAR. I've made progress in this area over the years, but concerning the well-being of my children, it is still my biggest hang-up.

22. I've been on two televised game shows--Fun House in the 6th grade (my partner Eric and I won a trip to be 'celebrities' at Nebraska Land Days...why couldn't it have been a trip to Space Camp??) and MTV's The Big Date when I was in college. I hope I NEVER find that episode.

23. I actually did go to Space Camp. My friend Cassandra and I got our first "boyfriends" there--twin boys named Rob and Ryan. I don't think we even made eye-contact or held a conversation, so I'm not sure why he was my boyfriend.

24. Chris was the first boy I didn't break up with after our first kiss. Everyone else who tried to kiss me before him grossed me out a little. Chris' kiss was sweet and gentle and happened on my front porch. I was 15.

25. I made a decision to follow Christ with I was 12. I've never doubted His deep love for me and I'm forever grateful for His gift of salvation. My heart belongs to Jesus.

WELL...

Any else beside me soooo tired of looking at Icky Placenta Bear?

Here's the deal. Life has been a little hectic lately...with the Toddlers and the Kindergartner and all. Plus, our computer has over 7,500 pictures on it, so when I try to download pictures from the camera to the computer, I get all kinds of warnings about the memory being full. That freaks me out a little, so now I'm in the process of storing up hundreds of pictures on my camera's memory card...and I have big plans to start burning, deleting, and even PRINTING some of those thousands and thousands of pictures. Until then, all my blogs have hit a major brick wall!

Here's the nutshell:
Ethan: Such a big kid! So far, he's loving kindergarten. He wakes himself up every morning at 6:45 with his alarm clock, comes out and gets dressed in his cutie-pie uniform, and sits down to breakfast with me. We are out the door by 7:30---all of us dressed and happy! I love the mornings! He has also completed another belt test in Hapkido and is sporting a new uniform and a Yellow/Green belt.

Audrey: At 19 months, she weighs 20.12 lbs and is in the 4%. She is obsessed with her big brubby's clothes and will imitate just about everything he does, from light sabers to jumping on the couch. We have to hide Ethan's clothes from her because she will obsess and throw a fit until she gets her way, and then we're stuck with a little girl in a Star Wars t-shirt the rest of the day. Yesterday, she even wore his big tennis shoes all day, then slept with his towel as her lovey that night. Ethan gets a kick out of it.

It also might be time to start potty training her. She asks to sit on the potty and has now started stripping off both clothes and diaper. Today I found her in her crib after her nap...naked and with a poop log on her sheets. It was the high light of Ethan's day :) Poor Audrey...with everyone laughing and me taking pictures, she got embarrassed and looked sooo sad.

Norah: At 19 months, Norah weighs 21.4 lbs and is in the 7%. She finally has enough hair for the tiniest of pig tails or a little tuft pony tail. Yesterday was the first day she wore a bow in her hair for the entire day. Norah's big obsession is ANIMALS. This girlie will squeal and shriek and point to any animal. She loves to show love to stuffed animals or Sadie by getting down real low and laying her head on them. Norah's favorite phrase is, "What's That?!" as she points to everything in her path. She also makes a real cute, " Uh-oh spaghetti-o" that sounds like, "Uh-oh manhamao". Not as much of a risk-taker as her sister, Norah will often try to be daring, but then gets scared and unsure of herself, which then often makes her fall and get hurt. Right now, she is sporting a goose egg and a good scratch on her forehead. She is just silly and sweet as can be.

I'm bored with this post now.

The end.