Still no Audrey :(

She's having some reflux issues, which cause her to stop breathing...maybe one or two times a day now (she comes out of it quickly, but sometimes needs a back rub to get started again). They started her on rice cereal mixed with breast milk, and by the end of the week they will try a different thickener for the milk, in hopes that a thicker mix will stay down in her tummy better. From what we can understand, she's back on a "5 day watch"--in which she has to go 5 days without a breathing episode. There was some talk of sending her home on a monitor, but if it goes off during the middle of the night, we are supposed to take her to the emergency room. That sounds convenient. Anyway. She is 37 weeks gestation now, and hopefully she will grow out of this by 38 or 39 weeks :( That sounds like such a long time from now (I know in the whole scheme of time, it's not very long). I'm having a hard time feeling like a good mom when I'm torn between my daughter at the hospital and my kids at home. So, keep praying! :)